Before this epic Infanta Quezon solo ride, 3 days before, I was with Chris and Rnr at Tanay Rizal doing the Sierra Loop. Those guys were really fast. Reality hit me - I am old and weak. I cant keep up with them. It was painful. I tried catching up but my legs gave. Ending in cramps. Days after, I wanted to redeem myself and decided to give it another shot. Am I really that weak? Lets see.
It was dark and gloomy. The weather inviting. I saddled and pedalled up to Tanay for a ride. I reached Marcos Highway and stopped by at Pickup Coffee.
I was contemplating. Instead of going for another Sierra Loop, I think it would be better if I just go to Boso-Boso. Laziness struck me again. When I was cruising down Ahon coffee in Boso-Boso, there were so many people and I just said "naaahhh...". I didnt stop. Sierra Loop it is. Then I reached the corner of Sampaloc on which I should make a right turn. The demons inside me whispered... "Go straight..."
And I listened...
Something hit me. If you're too afraid to do anything, you will never go anywhere. Life is short to be stuck. What the hell. I gave it a shot. I have no idea what to expect. Is it gonna be hard? Is it gonna be cold? Slippery? I dunno. I just pushed myself.
From that corner in Sampaloc, it was just 35kms away to reach Infanta, Quezon. 35kms... tss! Basic. It aint that far.
I was dead wrong.
Most of it is going up. It was long. Painful. Agonising. The weather dramatically changed. Its like a, new world up there.
And It suddenly freaking rained! Poured really hard. Raindrops are like shots from a pellet gun. I cant see shit. Almost zero visibility. Then there was this fear of roadkill from damn speeding trucks! Plus the threat of landslides could definitely happen. But I still pedalled away without fear. I even shouted to the mountains, If its your will, take me. Im starting to lose it.
I reached Infanta around 1pm and I was really amazed about it. I did that? Usually on Saturdays I just sleep all day and and scratch my balls. Whats happening to me? I stayed for a while. Asked this nice lady to take a photo of me by the arc. I just sucked all the infanta air I could and gathered strength then went back.
It was like this going down. When I took this photo, you can still see a little bit of the road. A few seconds later, it was gone. Its all white. Like the clouds went down. Then it rained really hard I cant hardly see. I was so drenched and it was freezing cold. Water is gushing like a river. Its really hard to pedal. And I hate it when my socks are squishy.
What am I doing with my life?
I reached Tanay Highlands and stopped for coffee (and I badly need to pee). It was really cold. I was like, a wet dog. That cup of coffee is a savior. I head out and tried to get home before dark. Good thing I brought my lights. Im around Cogeo area around 5:00 pm and oh man, the jeepney drivers and trikes out there are mad crazy! You really have to keep your temper down... I just pretended my handlebars are their necks!
When I reached Commonwealth, I stopped by at St.Peter. I just wanna thank God Im still alive after that long crazy solo ride. I arrived at our house around 7:30pm. Damn. that ride was really exhausting. But very rewarding though. I havent done anything that scary. I just wanna give myself a " Tap at the back " for doing such a thing. And slowly started to realize, it was fun. And, I can do it again.... There was this quote i forgot who said it and it says ,
" Everything you really love, is at the other side of fear... "
If you're scared, thats the time you should do it. Who knows, you might even like it. :)
Till next time!